Thanks
for your concern – yes we are okay –
COULD
BE BETTER – but we survived!!
I
AM consumed with my mother who is back in good health after about a six month
ordeal with her diabetes
Which
kept me busy from MAY thru NOVEMBER
However,
it actually was part of Heavenly Father’s plan for me
–
I
had three granddaughters due May, Sept, Nov
In
Texas Las Vegas
and Utah
–
So,
I just kept my mother at my side while I traveled between their homes and
back
I
believe it also made the transition and decision to just LET IT GO
So
finally it made it easier for me being so preoccupied with her problems
And
the TENDER MERCY of welcoming three new sweet little newborns into my arms
KEPT
ME Hopeful and Happy
Now
it is my turn to work on my HEALTH – I really have a REAL fear of becoming
victim to
AZLHEIMER’s like my mom
–
So,
I am going to continue my research, work on my diet and exercise routine and
GET
CAUGHT UP IN THE PATTERN OF MY LIFE
And
how I want it to play out for the next 25 years!
Feels
very selfish, and I have never been that way –
Always
doing for others – and I will continue to do that
but
I
realize that if I DO NOT TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, I will end up just like my mother
and
have
to rely on my children to care for me. I do not mind helping my mother - she has always been there for me!
I just don't want to miss the last part of my life!!!
THANKFUL
I HAVE SEVEN to depend on –
I
could spread the work around –
But
don ’t want to finish this mission on
earth that way –
So,
as you know –
Sometimes
it feels very wrong to think of doing for me first
–
And
it IS SO HARD FOR ME to change my ways
BUT
I HAVE TO
I do not want to miss out of these last 25
years and not be able to remember all of the GOOD things
–
So,
that is now my mission
BE
HAPPY
LIVE
HEALTHY and Share my knowledge of HIS HOPE!
I am blessed, have nothing to regret and LOOK FORWARD TO LIVING as a disciple of Jesus Christ.
Thanks to all who have been there for me along the way!
Love my husband, my children and now their little ones and beyond.....
THANK YOU TO MY PARENTS FOR TEACHING ME CORRECT PRINCIPLES and showing me the way!